Its all over but the crying :)

[Doc]

Sounds like it was a lot of drama over nothing.

But, glad to hear it got resolved.

I dont care what it was about as long as we get past it. This is the first true relationship that either of us has had. We are sort of late in the game, at a point when most straight people seem to be settling down. We both had girlfriends in high school but that wasnt anything true for us. He has a younger sister that is married and most of my friends are married, so it just sucks being alone all of the time.

[Cowboy]

Hello Doc I have read some of your threads. You need to get some help for you, if you want to see your relationship succeed. I read that you considered hurting your boyfriend if he wouldnt love you, that sounds totally batshit insane to me. You are a veteran doesn't the VA provide counseling free of charge? If you are struggling get help its ok. Good luck