02-10-2022, 11:54 PM
My confession is that when I was young, maybe 6 or 7, my babysitters older son made me suck his cock. Multiple times he would pull me in the garage and pull out his cock and tell me to put my mouth on it. I did what I was told. I don't recall him ever cumming. He once pulled me in his room, made me put my mouth on his shaft, told me to spit on it, and then made me turn around and spread my ass. He did not penetrate but only rubbed against the outside.Â
I do not know if this is what made me the way that I am. I don't feel traumatized. But I wonder if those interactions are the reason I want to be used by other men. I've been married to my wife for 9 years, I have had multiple affairs with other men. I have always been a submissive bottom, mainly sucking but have received anal a few times. I always feel guilty about cheating but I can't help it. I keep doing it. Sex with a man is in it's own universe compared to straight sex. She does not know.
If anyone has a similar story, not the first part, but has a wife, or if you like to talk to submissive bottoms. Message me, reply or something!
I do not know if this is what made me the way that I am. I don't feel traumatized. But I wonder if those interactions are the reason I want to be used by other men. I've been married to my wife for 9 years, I have had multiple affairs with other men. I have always been a submissive bottom, mainly sucking but have received anal a few times. I always feel guilty about cheating but I can't help it. I keep doing it. Sex with a man is in it's own universe compared to straight sex. She does not know.
If anyone has a similar story, not the first part, but has a wife, or if you like to talk to submissive bottoms. Message me, reply or something!