Long distance online?

[Crystalcreo]

Currently my family only knows I am gay. Actually just a few people in my family. I am 33 incase anyone wants to know. I like the idea of dating online and without the need to meet up. At least not unless things progress. 

This would give me time to decide if I want to fallow through with having a boyfriend. Those who know think I am still fighting against my attraction. I am looking for places where I date through messages. Maybe even penpal through snail mail. 

I suck at flirting as well. So there is another reason.