hmmm, now thats somthing i haven't considered lol
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WELCOME BUDDY!
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Thanks guys , nice to feel so welcome here . I had a conversation today , my wife has agreed for me to have a regular F..k Buddy if I want one . This sounds fine to me , but i explained that I didnt think she would be able to handle it and my main worry would be her changing her mind . Her worry is that I will find someone else and leave her and that anything I do or say will not reassure her that that won't happen. She says she can't make any plans for the future because it is so uncertain .
Time will tell , but it feels really strange . On one hand I feel happy that I have come out and am myself for the first time in my life , but on the other hand it's like nothing has changed ( apart from the fact that I think about men every second of the day lol...all that surpressed sexual feelings ) . I get up in the morning , get kids to school , go shopping , cook dinner etc . A bit like riding on the carousel and I can't get off . What I want is to stop the ride , get off and go on the roller coaster and have some FUN .
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