I don't know what to do about this guy...

[fredv3b]

I am going to get marriage with a girl and then have my kids, have my family although I am not sure that I will be happy. I don't want to break my parents heart, my friend's heart that I will marriage a guy. It sounds like a big scarification but it is nothing compare to what my family and my best friend have done for me.

What about the feelings of the girl you marry? Do you think she might deserve a husband that loves her?

[TuxSky]

Yeah, I'd think about that girl's feelings, marrying her just to look good in your parents' eyes would be unfair to her unless you really do love her.

Anyways, update! Kind of.

I haven't seen or heard from him for a week, I don't know where he's gone. Right now I'm in my over-analyzing mode and I'm thinking that he wants me to worry about him and call him. I don't know why I think like this lol, he can't be that manipulative right? Aside from that, it looks like one of my female friends likes me, I have no idea how I'm gonna brush her off.

This is so melodramatic, argh.