Lost

[zeon]

yeah, I've done the therapy thing....it helps sometimes and sometimes it doesn't...I feel like a ghost most of the time....I just wish I could find a way to be happy....to love myself...to love others...and to not worry about things as much as I do...my mind is a hellascious place most of the time....I dont have many friends....I stay inside 98 percent of the time, unless im smoking, and i rarely ever leave my house at all....just seems like i'm wasting my life mostof the time

It ios good to see ya aware of your problem.... Dont let demons hold ya back and keep telling yourself that you will start going out more... I dont have many friends despite going out alot... A wise man once said... "In life you can only have a hand full of true friends... "

Dont worry about friends just start by going as far as uyou feel comfortable and then the next time go a little further and move onwards and upwards till its cracked xx