Am I a BAD lesbian?

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I used to say I was a bad gay person all the time....:biggrin:

I will never know how I got away with working in a gay nightclub for so many years...

I simply don't care what anyone's hair looks like...I have never even thought to myself anyone was ugly in my life except for something they said or how they behaved...never how they look....I dont' care what anyone is wearing and have no opinion usually on anyone;'s looks positive or negative. If I have a crush on someone or think they are hot it is based on who they are...I don't like to make fun of or ridicule people....my skin crawls when someone tells me we would "look good together" ...I get bile coming up in my throat...I do not consider it a compliment if someone tells me I am cute or good looking...

Working in a gay bar these things and so much more) are all standard behavior and avoiding them and refusing to bend and go along with this boring decadent shallowness is a full time job and it led me to believe I was a bad gay person:biggrin:

(Oh yeah...I think Lesbian Comedy on LOGO is hilarious:biggrin