Do I belong here?

[curios]

anyway take azulais advice from what i read you should be who you are and love what you love

btw welcome to gs enjoy your stay

That might be the best advice i ever heard...thanks. Really thanks.

[toomuch45]

I'm sorry about using the word "shemale" its just written across all the porn sites and I didn't know...

As far as "forgiving myself" I'm not sure how to put this in a way that doesn't make me seem like a complete jackass. I am not eloquent in case you haven't noticed.

But I'm not sure...its just family really. I mean other than that I really wouldn't care. I have felt more and more detached from my penis as I got older. I could never really bang a girl unless i was using pills and it just feels do damn uncomfortable half the time.

Admitting this feels weird as I type it but you guys are just so...accepting. And yeah I have a lot of inhibitions some that I don't know that I'll be able to entirely beat others that I don't have the courage to admit that I am willing to test.

I was never a Romeo but I always thought I like girls growing up...I'm not sure where all this is coming from. To be honest its come out a lot more the more marijuana ive been smoking. if i found a trans woman i know id let her take me now no questions asked...

I shaved all my body hair recently too and i keep feeling this irresistible urge to shave as often as i can and to keep softening my skin with lotion. some part of me feels really ashamed the other feels really liberated...not sure where to go from here...but i might as well stay this uncharted course.

dont worry i usually shave my hair once a month i was never a romeo either so im kinda like you in a way when i was growing up although i never had sex with a girl and i had sex with a few men i still feel that i like penis too because i think theyre AWESOME and yea we here are accepting towards one another because we have the same struggles so yeah lol:biggrin:

[curios]

whats it like the first time you get a penis up there? ive always had to stop after short sections of simulation partially because my arms get tired but i feel like thoughtless barely able to form a complete sentence in my head during.

maybe the arm tired thing is just an excuse...or maybe its both but im not sure

[toomuch45]

whats it like the first time you get a penis up there? ive always had to stop after short sections of simulation partially because my arms get tired but i feel like thoughtless barely able to form a complete sentence in my head during.

maybe the arm tired thing is just an excuse...or maybe its both but im not sure

well at first it did hurt because it was my first time doing it but after doing it with others it felt good especially if they hit the prostate i remember once someone hit it and i shot out mass loads of cum lol any thing else:biggrin:

[Marvinteck]

I would have to agree with what everybody else has said. Dont be afraid to explore your sexuality and be true to yourself. Dont be so quick to slap some silly label on yourself. There is no race so take your time to get comfortable with your sexuality. You are what you are. Be yourself and the rest will take care of itself. Welcome to Gayspeak BTW.

[curios]

you're right...i think maybe the label doesn't actually matter. at least i hope it doesnt. thanks for your welcome