10-26-2011, 11:43 AM
It's been awhile, since I've posted.
Since then, I've traveled to New York, finally met my boyfriend of about two years, in person.
Things where great, well, I pretended that they where.
Long story short, after I'd returned back home, he'd cut all ties with me, as if we'd never crossed paths.
Ignoring me like a total stranger. Like I don't exist.
Finally, I've stopped creeping on him, pleading for a reason as to why he doesn't want anything to do with me, but, to no avail.
With attempt after attempt of trying my hardest to reach his attention to the point where he'd possibly respond; to give me the courtesy, and have the decency of a human being, to all least bless me with some closure as to why he's chosen this cold-blooded route, against, and away from me. I'd given up, and struggle to move on.
How does one cope with such loss and confusion?:frown::confused:
Can anyone relate?
Btw, I've started my own blog, that I've been placing my efforts towards, as a means to vent. A public diary, per se.
Check it out, if you're into that sort of thing. I'd love some feedback on the site, and maybe even some motivation to keep it going. It's one of the few options I have left currently, to cope with the madness of my everyday. Thanks for the support if you chose to do so, it's very much appreciated <3
Since then, I've traveled to New York, finally met my boyfriend of about two years, in person.
Things where great, well, I pretended that they where.
Long story short, after I'd returned back home, he'd cut all ties with me, as if we'd never crossed paths.
Ignoring me like a total stranger. Like I don't exist.
Finally, I've stopped creeping on him, pleading for a reason as to why he doesn't want anything to do with me, but, to no avail.
With attempt after attempt of trying my hardest to reach his attention to the point where he'd possibly respond; to give me the courtesy, and have the decency of a human being, to all least bless me with some closure as to why he's chosen this cold-blooded route, against, and away from me. I'd given up, and struggle to move on.
How does one cope with such loss and confusion?:frown::confused:
Can anyone relate?
Btw, I've started my own blog, that I've been placing my efforts towards, as a means to vent. A public diary, per se.
Check it out, if you're into that sort of thing. I'd love some feedback on the site, and maybe even some motivation to keep it going. It's one of the few options I have left currently, to cope with the madness of my everyday. Thanks for the support if you chose to do so, it's very much appreciated <3