04-05-2008, 11:32 AM
I am fairly introvert. I am outgoing... but I always have this sense of being in edge if you know what I mean. Like I'm a little nervous.
When meeting people I've never met before, if it is planned, I will worry and worry and get so nervous it often makes me feel sick.
That said, after a few times, I come out of my shell and tend to be fairly outgoing.
Although if I am in a club or anything, I must say I never ever dance until I have had a damaging amount of alcohol - my brain ends up analysing my surroundings, threats, who is where etc. too much and I get too paranoid that people are watching, so can never dance til all those functions have been disabled by alcohol hehe
When meeting people I've never met before, if it is planned, I will worry and worry and get so nervous it often makes me feel sick.
That said, after a few times, I come out of my shell and tend to be fairly outgoing.
Although if I am in a club or anything, I must say I never ever dance until I have had a damaging amount of alcohol - my brain ends up analysing my surroundings, threats, who is where etc. too much and I get too paranoid that people are watching, so can never dance til all those functions have been disabled by alcohol hehe
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