How are you today?

[Wade]

Don't know why but all of a sudden I'm really missing my dad. Nothing happened to cause it, it just hit me like a ton of bricks. And it's not like I've never lost a loved one before. But this time it's just different. It still just feels so unreal sometimes. Like a really bad dream or something. Does this feeling ever go away?

I've have not lost a parent, all I can really do is offer you my sympathy. I imagine that those moments will never completely stop occurring, but hopefully you can take that to mean that you were lucky enough to have at least a decent relationship with him while he was alive, and in those moments find the strength to turn your sorrow into gratitude that you were able to spend what time you did with him.