How are you today?

[Anocxu]

Depression at it's finest. Normally I don't go into this because I don't want to seem weird or be any trouble to friends, and I bottle it up as to not be a burden, but today it's bad. Sorry in advance. I don't have any friends or anyone IRL, and it's been like that sense I was little forever a loner aside from the few I used to know way back before going into home schooling which is another story entirely. I'm 28 overweight, and generally feel like an ugly loser. I just wonder where my life is going, and if it is worth it honestly. Will I make it in music, will I be anything or anyone special to someone. With no social skills at all, and being quiet most of the time not knowing how to interact or not wanting to seem weird I just don't know. Loneliness is the scariest monster of all, one that can hollow your soul and twist your heart. Thank you for reading, and sorry again. Off to continue work, and contemplate thing's by myself.

Valkrie...
All these issues are in your head...
(No disrespect)
If you need to make friends...
You have to get out and socialize..

Managing your depression can be tricky..
but..
If it is important to you..

>Make the effort.
>Try new things..
>Do things you wouldn't normally do.
>Reach out.

What makes you think you are a bother to your friends?

Making it in music?
Well.
That is honestly up to you.
I know the music industry can be tough so ...
How about a backup?
A college degree in engineering?...
This way you'll stay in the business.

Back to the depression.
>Get off the internet...
>Go out for trips or walks ..
>Go Visit some friends.

When was the last time you went out of town?

Depression is really the way you see your life...
(Honestly)

Change the way you see your life and surprisingly..
Your life will begin to change.(it sounds weird I know)

Anyway...
Always happy to help..
Hugs..