05-27-2016, 11:28 PM
I aologize for the language, but yesterday and today were literally hell. If it wasn't the heart problem's it was my brother tripping over my instrument cable messing up my new amp head that didn't end well which made the way i was feeling worse and i went back to smoking. According to my abusive father I'm a loser who can't play, and i don't need it anyway. I wonder how much worse thing's can get, and the future is uncertain. Sorry to ramble.