childhood crushes.

[hank]

I know some gay people can pinpoint back as early as eight years old when they realized they were gay. I can remember being a boy as young as eleven years old having a draw to guys, I don't know if I would call it a crush but it was highly based on looks. Honestly looks that were similar to a boy that was my age named Ryan. Ryan was a close friend, but there was something different about him, this was nearly twenty years ago, but when I think about Ryan I feel like that eleven year old boy again. Its this a crush or more?

Is this story similar to something you may have experienced?