I give up on my sexuality...

[Ultra]

OK, I just got into a slight fight with my mom a few minutes ago. After two freakin' years, she STILL is not convinced that I'm gay. She told me and I'll quote her, "I know who gay people are" and she tells me how she has gay friends. She's thinking about committing me, it has gone that far. I go for counseling and one of the things I bring up is my sexuality. She claims that psychologists don't know. Another thing she's thinking is that I'm not gay is because I'm a fuck-up and because I don't have a job. She believes that me not getting out enough, she thinks it's all in my head that I'm gay. What the hell should I do?!

Sadly at this point, I'm now having second thoughts over my sexuality. I dunno what I've done and it all stems back to March 2008 when I got into a relationship with another guy and you know how that ended up. Yeah... I have no idea what to do. She will be stubborn and she will always insist on me not being gay. Here's the thing... I am gay and that's what I identify myself with. I refuse to going back to believing I'm straight and shit like that.