Need Help Dont know what to do!!!!!!

[Chiqui]

Hi to everybody in here.... Well my story goes like this:

I am a 34 y/o married guy with a little 3 year old boy, and i belive that i became bi-courious. I work in a Hotel in Astoria Ny, My Schedule is from Monday to Sunday 10pm to 6am. ( dont have a day Off)

One night i was working all alone and it was like around midnight and a Gentleman came to check in, so i did what i had to do. When i was doing the check in the gent started to flirt with me (telling me that i was very cute etc,etc,etc) i was all the time with a smile on my face, so he left to his room, then he call like one hour later to tell me that the tv was not working, so i proceed and told him that i was on my way to help him with the problem. So when i knock on the door he open up and i went in, i fix the problem for him (it took me a while to fix) then when i was on my way out he grabs my hand grabs me from the weist and push me to the wall... He started to kiss me kiss me on my neck grabing me nice and strong and his hand went nice and slow down to my pants and took my belt out, took my pants down, took my shirt off, started kissing me all over then he true me on the bed and make love to me (i was the Bottommile I love what he did to me all the touching and feeling his hands all over my body kissing my back pulling my hair and his thing dont get me wrong it was so beautiful it was not to big or not to small it was perfect at the begining it hurt a little bit but he use something to make me confortable and he was a gentleman nice and slow he proceed, it was amaizing to have his thing in my mouth it was my first time doing something like this oh and when he came i felt that thing exploded inside me(we use protection by the way) it was the best making love i ever had, i never felt something like that when i use to make love to any girl or my wife. I dont know if i am going to see him again, but i wish i could see him all the time... My problem is that i am married and love my wife very much but i am very confused with this and i think i fell in love with the guy and now every time that i see a good looking guy on the street i stared at him and think of "I wonder what his size" mile: My wife doesn't know what happen and i feel scared of telling her and scared that she would leave me (devorce me) but at the same time i say to myself who cares ill tell her what happen and just run to the guys arms... I dont know what else to write i just need some advise from some one and looking for a friend also... So please guys help me out with this.... Thanks... Hope my story didnt board you.....