So deeply confused

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Being gay is not exclusive to having children, there is adoption or a surrogate mother available to gay male couples that want children..

As for coming to terms with being a gay Christian, there are others here who can address that aspect better than I can. I didn't manage that so well and turned to alternate spirituality instead.

I know I'm a bit of an odd one on spirituality, my Pantheon, you God, Jesus, Virgin Mary and angels, all just different interpretations of the same divine beings or powers as far as I'm concerned. But my explanations for some of what is different between my beliefs and yours is a discussion unto itself, best left for it's own thread, if anyone wants to get into that.