Really unhappy...like someone that i should not like

[behrens2001]

Its called falling in love.

Another word of advice, do not come out to your roommates. They will not take fondly to this new discovery this late in the game. One (or both) will assume you have been lying so you could see them naked or something.

DO, however, start looking for a fresh start, another place and during that transition seriously consider coming out to the new roommates BEFORE you become a roommate.

Thanks for your advice. I definitely will not come out to my roommates. the first people that i will come out to will be my cousin or one or two of my closest friends. I am still struggling with coming out...sigh..