10-16-2012, 06:27 AM
Double007, I've been going through the same thing since high school. I managed to convince myself it WAS my imagination, or my inclination to be difficult (as my family loves to point out), or that maybe I was "just" bi (sorry, truly bi folks!). But look where it got me. More than a decade with the wrong person, and now two children who don't get to see their daddy more than a weekend or two a month. Granted, their dad has anger issues, but I can't help wondering if some of it was exacerbated by more than me being a sucky wife. Yeah, I have other issues that didn't help, such as ADD really bad and some health issues that make me a terrible housekeeper, but still...
My lesson is that whatever you feel, don't pretend yourself into loving someone you don't. If that means accepting your sexuality isn't what is the most convenient, then so be it...
This coming from me, who is at a super low point in her life.
My lesson is that whatever you feel, don't pretend yourself into loving someone you don't. If that means accepting your sexuality isn't what is the most convenient, then so be it...
This coming from me, who is at a super low point in her life.
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