Cousin Crush. I need some advice. I don't know what to think or feel!

[Woollyhats]

It's normal for guys to walk around in their underwear... thought what your cousin has done isn't especially normal. I would recommend staying away from him honestly --- it is not completely uncommon, albeit highly uncomfortable, to be attracted to cousins, especially ones that you meet as adults and haven't grown up with, but simply because of the way family dynamics works it would be very complicated to enter into a sexual or actual relationship with one. And commonality aside, it's not normal or okay to have anyone rub their genetilia on you --- if he was your UNCLE that's something he'd be going to jail over --- it's not 'alpha male' it's sexual molestation if you're not okay with it, and depending on the ages, even if you are.

Try to avoid him is my recommendation.