So confused. Questioning?

[InbetweenDreams]

I don't think it is unusual for a gay guy to be attracted to boobs or women in general. Not sure about your particular experience but it could be something that will blow over, or you might find yourself attracted to other women, but it doesn't mean that your straight or bi or whatever. I have had this crush on this girl I went to high school with, mind you that was nearly 20 years ago now, and I do wrestle with the thought time to time. Of course the difference here is that I am single and not in a stable relationship.

At any rate you should NOT feel dirty, ashamed that you find whether it is another guy, a women's boobs being attractive. You clearly care a great deal about your partner and I think that says a lot. After all if you didn't care about your partner you wouldn't have posted here about it at all.