Horribly Humiliating. I'm Losing Faith with People.

[Moregelen]

This is really sad to hear..
And the fact that you've been waiting is really a heartening thought, as there aren't many people left who seem to care about things like that, so please! Just stop and think about the emotions that drove you to do that, and know that while you may have run into such horrible, horrible attitudes here, there are (at Google's current estimate) 6,840,507,000 people on Earth right now. There IS SOMEONE OUT THERE FOR YOU!!!! It is literally, statistically impossible for there not to be someone out there for you!

I really hope that you can walk away from this situation, remembering the bad but embracing the good: you clearly have a strong support structure who are there for you, and you've also learned a bit more about the dating world. You are inexperienced, yes. And in all things, inexperience leads to bumps in the road.. but hey! You're just that little bit more experienced now, and hopefully you won't set yourself up for such heartache again! I don't know you very well, but even just from the few of your posts I've read so far, I can tell you that when you do find your "Mr. Right", he is going to be so wonderfully lucky to have you. Don't accept less than the best as you see it!