Horribly Humiliating. I'm Losing Faith with People.

[Jay]

Thanks everyone.

The corset is killing me though. Well, okay not really but it really compresses my body that still being covered with dressing. So it can feel really uncomfortable at times. But I have to wear it 24/7 in order to get the best result. Besides it cost me freaking 650 bucks. Ouch.

I'm also trying my best to walk in straight posture. My surgeon said it is crucial as my back can easily wound if I do not practice a proper posture. It is slightly difficult due to the corset that I'm wearing.

I just thought it was kind of ironic to leave two big boxes of donuts for the staff after telling your weight loss story

To think of it, yeah. It is ironic. But it's okay Ceez. Just because I'm into healthy living and good dietary, it doesn't mean people around me need to practice the same thing. If they want to, great. But I do not like to force people. We are all grown ups.

Besides living healthy doesn't mean you have to axe and sacrifice your favorite doughnut etc. Healthy living should be joyous and not torturous. If my friends drag me to eat pizza or pasta, I'm game. But I don't touch McDonald's, KFC and carbonated drinks. I can tolerate with Subway. I ate Popeyes once and I survived. Hur, hur ...

Confession, I ate chocolate chip oat cookies and apple cinnamon cookies day and night whilst I was in the hospital. I don't feel guilty at all because I know that I will run and do exercise like crazy after I have fully recovered.