dont exactly know what to do here

[hamsandwizh]

I had been playing straight for a long time! Junior high up through my time in the Army. I started coming out a little bit and into the gay community for the first time when I got out of the Army and moved to Phoenix, AZ where my best friend out there just happened to be lesbian. Then when I moved back to San Diego I went right back into acting straight as all my old friends and my family live here. Then started the whole coming out process, accepting myself as gay (which was the hardest I figured out, I dont think I came out earlier because I knew I was gay but didn't accept myself as such, so I couldn't ask others to accept me as gay when I didn't accept myself) but I actually came out as gay, went to the bar and clubs to start letting my gay out a bit, again, lol, and now I finally accept myself fully as gay and my family knows, I think some of my friends know but I never bring it up, if I have a date I say, I got a date tomorrow, if they ask about it I tell them, I don't hide it anyways so if they know or knew I was gay or not I don't know but they;ll figure it out, a good number of them already have and they don't seem to care, if they do they dont say anything so I'm sure it's fine.

Also I don't know about where you lie but here in San Diego they have a place simply called 'The Center' where I went to and they did coming out groups and support groups for GLBT and it was a great place to meet both people who have been out awhile and who are in the process and a good place to make friends at so you can go hang out with them and don't have to go to like bars or clubs alone.