01-01-2013, 01:46 PM
Hi, i hope you guys feel good. I know many of us lonely in here. In the closet and everything and it is hard for everyone. I knew i wasn't the only one who felt this way because of you guys, you talked to me and relieved me. But i felt alone. Some of you suggested me to find a group from the place i live. I didn't knew what to expect, what to do or how to do it. Few days ago i watched the movie called ''prayers for bobby'' and it.. i felt like bobby. I felt really close to him. I cried a lot and i said enough. Enough with the hiding and being lonely. Enough with waiting for the change. I picked my phone and some money and went to downtown. After searching for hours (i couldn't felt my nose and my hands after a while because of the cold weather
) i finally found the group called lambda. There was 2 guys and 3 other person came after me. We sit and talked about usual stuff. Weather, education, funny memories. I was the youngest and they tried not to ask too many questions, i guess they tried not to scare me off but i could see the approval in their eyes. I smiled at them, they smiled me back. I felt secure and.. home with people like me. I know its not much but i think it does get better as long as we give it a shot.
) i finally found the group called lambda. There was 2 guys and 3 other person came after me. We sit and talked about usual stuff. Weather, education, funny memories. I was the youngest and they tried not to ask too many questions, i guess they tried not to scare me off but i could see the approval in their eyes. I smiled at them, they smiled me back. I felt secure and.. home with people like me. I know its not much but i think it does get better as long as we give it a shot.
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Scorpio
