Hello, Looking for Love

[rottingteeth]

hello, I'm Jacob. I''m a 19-year-old gay ftm transsexual searching for my love. I'm a very romantic person. every day with my love will be Valentine's and there will be no need for monotonous "I love you"s because every breath will mean even more. my love will never have to worry and I will share his pain, but he won't have to worry about it because sharing his suffering would be for me a great joy.

I like all different types of music, but at the same time I'm very picky. some of my favourite bands include Placebo, God Module, Psyclon Nine, Columbine., Dimmu Borgir, The Birthday Massacre, M.I.A., LMNOP, Blam Honey. (I appreciate music a lot more now after all that's happened to me in the past month [long story], so I'm looking for more music).

I like obscure and bizarre things. I collect antique children's toys, and other odd obscure things that I find.

I love to read, I love studying and greatly appreciate knowledge and professionalism. some of my favourite books are The King James Bible, The Satanic Bible, The Picture of Dorian Gray (I love Oscar Wilde) Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, Disco Bloodbath by James St. James and plenty more I can't think of right now.

I plan to learn different languages in case my love is from another country. I'm starting on french now.

I eat healthy (all organic) and I'm a very clean person. (cleanliness is next to godliness).

I'm very artistic and creative, and I've decided to make art my profession and I'm not listening to any naysayers.



so...hello everyone. :)

[pocket_pilgrim]

cool, welcome to the forum. mile:

what kind of artistic sensibility do you speak of? what do you like to do?

[fjp999]

Hi Jacob, you sound really cool and I hope you find all your dreams come true.

You should post some of your art. Love seeming me some art.

take care,
later,
frank

[Shadow]

Hey Jacob, welcome to Gayspeak !!

I hope you find you settle in well here, and all the best with your search - post away - the boys here are generally very good-natured, big-hearted, and will all (I am sure) welcome you with open arms.

xx

!?!?! Shadow !?!?!

[pocket_pilgrim]

p.s.

i've just finished reading the importance of being earnest and started the soul of man under socialism, after which i plan on the picture of dorian gray. the problem is they're in french so the reading is much slower than usual. i want to practice my french through lecture mile:

p.p.s.

i've also been to the pere-lachaise cemetery in paris and saw his tomb. full of kisses of course.

there is a cool quote by martin page in the preface of one of the books:

"la propre des grands artistes n'est pas d'etre immortel, mais de mourir. dire que seuls les grands artistes sont immortels est une betise. la verite est que seuls les grands artistes meurent. le reste de l'humanite arrete seulment de respirer. pour vous en convaincre, vous pouvez aller voir la tombe d'oscar wilde au pere-lachaise. touchez la pierre et regardez le sphinx. vous comprendrez alors, peut-ete, que cette tombe est le seul endroit de la planete ou oscar wilde ne se trouve pas"

[rottingteeth]

cool, welcome to the forum. :smile:

what kind of artistic sensibility do you speak of? what do you like to do?

draw, paint, write, and design and make clothes. I'll probably get involved in other things.

btw I'm just beginning to learn french, I mean I'm still working on pronunciations :x


thanks for the welcomes. :)

[princealbertofb]

Bonjour Jacob... I am French, so if you need some practice, I'll be here to help. Pronunciation must seem difficult to you. Bienvenue sur ce forum.

[rottingteeth]

I can get the sounds down easily, it's just connecting them with the letters, you know?

and thankyou, I'll let you know if I have any trouble :)

[princealbertofb]

Are you "just a little girl from Little Rock who came from the wrong side of the tracks"?

[princealbertofb]

Are you "just a little girl from Little Rock who came from the wrong side of the tracks"?

Testing you on your classics.... Lol. :biggrin: