How are you today?

[Jay]

I seriously need to find a new gym.

There's a guy who really likes me in the gym. He has been eying on me for few years. He joked to make sex with me at his place or my place several times. His personal trainer knows so she also supports him. Few of his friends (Also gym members) noted too.

Now I have a close friend in the gym and our friendship can be considered as bromance. So we tend to stand out in the gym. That guy who likes me thinks he's my boyfriend. The personal trainer and few other gym members thought so too.

There was one time I caught the personal trainer talking to that guy, "Jay is a sweet guy but X comes between you and him."

Seriously...

This guy used to talk to me in friendly manner and now he just avoided me. He doesn't even bother to have eye contact with me when I say hi to him (I say hi to everyone in the gym). His other friends are doing the same thing.

I don't see any reason why I need to clarify to people my status with my close friend because it's not their business.

I have never been interested with that guy because I have never been. That's all. Oh, one thing that I dislike ... he's a nice guy but can be really bitchy to his friends and personal trainer. I don't like bitchy people.

But it's rather unfair to treat me such way just because I do not respond back to his flirtation whatsoever. I go to gym to train. That's it. I've been training in that gym since 2012.

Jeez...this gym is full with drama that it gives me headache.

[HuggieBear]

Feeling better. Felt sick before, just had a bath - feel like a new person.

[himself]

Bored. I could read a book or watch a film or something, but I'm too bored and I'm at home so I won't get any peace to do so, here. If I can find a job, I could spend more time in Belfast - I have the house until late August. But at the minute I don't have a job and if I stay up in Belfast, I'll blow through all of my money by wasting it on alcohol and on noncohol. I don't go back to college until the end of September which is shit. But I know what classes/modules I'm doing/taking - quantum theory, electromagnetic theory and partial differential equations. From now on, it's basically a maths degree that I am doing but it's still an accredited physics degree.

[himself]

Tired. When I'm tired, my imagination goes wild. I can almost physically feel a man touching me and kissing me and rubbing his stubbly face all over me.

[BlueStar]

I'm so relieved

[Jettalove]

Today I feel:

Productive
Exposed
Calm

[Jay]

Anyone who knows me well know that I don't like to curse. There's nothing wrong with cursing. It's just I'm not into it.

But I cursed today - out loud.

It was a long day in my office. Anyway I stopped by at an ATM machine in a train station. I was in line. Patiently waiting for a girl in front of me to do her ATM thingy. Then suddenly out of nowhere another girl just cut into the line and stood in between the ATM girl and me.

The rude girl turned around to smile at me.

I was seriously not in the mood to be the polite Jay.

I allowed her to do ATM bank transaction. But as she walked away slowly from the ATM machine, I said it out loud ... "Bit*h..."

I was so annoyed that I didn't feel guilty of using that word. Okay, tiny.

[reaper]

Pretty good! It's the start of a long weekend!

[Anocxu]

I'm bored out of my mind...
Aaaaaaaaahhhh!!!

[himself]

I'm bored out of my mind...
Aaaaaaaaahhhh!!!

Do something impulsive / something you might regret.