How are you today?

[Jay]

What colour of marshmallow? Pink or white? Or another colour??? :tongue:

Albert, this!



and this!



Ah, these marshmallows remind me to My Little Pony and Care Bears.

[Sil]

Albert, this!



and this!



Ah, these marshmallows remind me to My Little Pony and Care Bears.

FLUMPS!! :eek:

oh my god I used to adore these... they're called flumps in the Uk for some reason, and they're always gorgeously coloured and delicious. I've also found how easily amused I am

I'm feeling okay, a little groggy today. Me and my brother went out to see a stand up comic last night, John Bishop, who turned out to be a great guy despite Sunderland Empire's many technical faults. The building is absolutely stunning inside, and I couldn't help but build up a desire to play Bioshock and possibly indulge in some hallucinogenics; it's like walking through the Nutcracker Suite.

Anyway. the evening went really well; my boyfriend is being a little on the quiet side but without bad reason, so it's just me time. I've been working out and slowly building up my body, starting to surprise myself when I look now which is nice. Also smoking far too much poor-quality weed, I'm back to my old bad habits... still working on my comic, feeling lazy and introspective.

and now I want flumps...

[fenris]

[Jay]

Groan.

It wasn't bad or terrible but still, meh.

I finally managed to confirm my friend who I had a crush (badly) with last year is straight. Previously I couldn't decide whether he's gay or straight. He is too nice and adorable. But I decided to play safe by assuming that he is completely straight. Unfortunately I still couldn't help to fall in love with him.

I never met a straight guy who would go, "Wearing bow tie today? You look good in it. You really look good." Laughed in masculine way. "So ... do you prefer tie or bow tie?" I replied and he laughed gently again.

But anyway I saw him eating lunch with his girlfriend today. Not the first time but I finally managed to confirm that the lady is his girlfriend. Aw, it broke my heart. His other male friend (Who I know as well but not close) saw my expression and I think he knows that I have a crush on that guy.

I think it's gonna be a bit challenging as both of us work in the same building. Groan. But so far, I'm doing alright. I had a chat with him this evening and we left our offices together. I headed home and he went to see his lady.

Such a lovely guy. Lucky girl, his girlfriend is. I hope both of them will have a great future together.

While I will sit alone at this corner here and wahhhhhhhhhhh. Sobs. He was my first crush. I had a big huge crush on him. Sobs.

Slightly sad to know that my first crush is really straight but I'll be fine. But his super pecs and abs will continue to distract me. :biggrin:

Interesting day.

His friend winked at me this morning. We were both in the building's lobby. The lobby was empty at the time. He was walking the opposite direction when he gave me a wink. My jaw almost dropped. But I managed to return him with a smile.

Was that a sign of flirting?

I'm not sure how to response to him tomorrow as I likely to bump into him again and again and again.

Another case is this one guy who works in the same company with my first crush and my first crush's friend.

He would start whistling at me everytime he sees me. He whistled in the elevator. Whilst crossing a road. When exiting the building where I work to go home (He was walking behind me).

How in the world do I response to that? So far I just acted like I heard nothing because again, I don't know how to response to him. Maybe I should start smiling and talk to him as well.

Then there's this another guy who I always bump into when I head home from work. He heads to the opposite direction as he wants to go to a nearby gym. We bumped into each other for almost two years now. So what do we do when we see each other? We stare at each other nonstop. I never had the guts to smile at him. Maybe I should start smiling at him as well.

But I don't want to flirt with any of them because ughh ... I hate to say this but I still have a tiny feeling for my first crush and second reason is well, I'm not ready to get into a relationship yet.

[TuxSky]

Smile and befriend them! You don't need to flirt and get into a relationship with every guy you meet you know.

Today was kind of depressing, I can't stop thinking of my friends' worries, sigh. I think I look really down as people are asking me if I'm okay. Gosh, I don't know what to do. I think I'm gonna take a day off tomorrow and try to stop thinking about other people's stress. Am I being melodramatic?

[posterpicture]

@Jay: Friend first and then anything else latter. There will be never enough friendship so why do you hesitate? It does not matter if they have a crush on you or not. I think that everything should start with a friendship first. Start by " Hey, how are you doing man?" "Do you work here?"

@Tux: you think too much. Life is too short. We never know if we can live till tomorrow to worry about it. So you should enjoy today when you can

[Snow]

today was goood :]
i might have got my job i wanted

going for a interview/training tomorrow
wish me luck

[marshlander]

... He would start whistling at me everytime he sees me. He whistled in the elevator. Whilst crossing a road. When exiting the building where I work to go home (He was walking behind me).

How in the world do I response to that?...

What was he whistling? If it was a dog call, continue to ignore (but consider buying him a dog lead); if it was a wolf whistle, grin from ear to ear and sashay in the campest fashion allowable; if it was a tune you know, improvise a counter melody and start dancing.

today was goood :]
i might have got my job i wanted

going for a interview/training tomorrow
wish me luck

Good luck!

[Jay]

Smile and befriend them! You don't need to flirt and get into a relationship with every guy you meet you know.

Darn it. There goes my orgy idea. :biggrin: I kid, TuxSky.

@Jay: Friend first and then anything else latter. There will be never enough friendship so why do you hesitate? It does not matter if they have a crush on you or not. I think that everything should start with a friendship first. Start by " Hey, how are you doing man?" "Do you work here?"

Conechvn, I never have problem making friends with anyone except with guys that I feel like I 'have connection with'. I tend to take few steps back due to my insecurity (I'm in the process of overcoming it). I'm working on my social skills to confront 'these guys'. I think it's going to take some time but I'll do my best to overcome the problem.

What was he whistling? If it was a dog call, continue to ignore (but consider buying him a dog lead); if it was a wolf whistle, grin from ear to ear and sashay in the campest fashion allowable; if it was a tune you know, improvise a counter melody and start dancing.

Lol Marshlander. The first whistle that I received from him was a standard whistle (Exactly like how a guy whistles to a girl). The next whistles were more melodically. He equips his whistle with a cheeky smile.

There was this one time when I was waiting to cross a road. He popped out from nowhere and stood beside me. He kept staring at me and as a result, I became panic a bit. I tried to act normal as possible and acted like I didn't notice his stares. Now to think of it I sound like an as* a bit for being unfriendly to him.

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Okay well this morning, I chatted with my first crush. We talked and I guiltily couldn't help to look at his chest. He is 6ft tall and I'm 5ft. Deep down I was like, "Holy, he has hairy pecs ..." I'm ashamed of myself. *Facepalm* I tried my best to stop looking at his chest. I really did.

Now on to his friend who winked at me yesterday. I bumped into both of them this evening in a shopping mall nearby to our office building. They were walking opposite direction. I looked at his friend and voila, he smiled and then he winked at me. I gave him the goofiest smile that I could ever give. He's 6ft tall as well.

I've actually talked to him before. Twice.

First time was in a cafe. My first crush, him and I were waiting for our orders. So whilst waiting, we chatted together. That was when my first crush asked me about my bow tie, which melted me.

Second time was in an elevator. It was only him and I in the elevator. I thought it would be awkward not to talk to him as I've chatted with him before. So I opened a conversation with him. I found out where he comes from. But uh, I forgot to ask his name.

In conclusion, today has been an awesome day. I went home with a big smile on my face.

Personally I have learned a good lesson from all these. I've learned that I have been underestimating myself. Stupid as it may sound, I really thought that my injured leg (My left leg bends due to an accident) would reduce my chances to attract guys. I admit, it was a shallow thought. I'm still trying to overcome this insecurity but I believe I will defeat it.

today was goood :]
i might have got my job i wanted

going for a interview/training tomorrow
wish me luck

Sorry for the late reply but I wish you the best of luck Snow. Good luck!

[TuxSky]

Good luck on your interview Snow! (late reply, sorry!)

@conechvn

I've heard that from too many people. It's true, I do think too much. It's funny, I'm actually one of those people who "live for today" I don't know why I'm like this all of a sudden... I guess it's just that time of the month.

Today I'm actually doing pretty well, I overslept and missed school so that was suckish but besides that I feel okay.