House cleaned, chihuahuas sleeping, cold drink in hand and bf... well.... bf is... sleeping
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Hmmm just woke up and things are already shitty. Not sure how the rest of the day will go...
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Thanks ceez and wintermoon. I'll be fine. Just woke up happy, then I get a message and realize how little someone actually cares about me now.
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8th June (I think 8th. I need to check again) will mark my third year working with the company I work with right now.
So to celebrate, I'm going to give small gift goodies to the next door companies on our floor. We share our 27th floor with three other companies. I know most people from these companies so it shouldn't be awkward to give goodies to them. I'm kind of giddy when it comes to preparing gifts because I like handcraft a lot.
I'm going to attach "Still Not Getting Fired" tag on each gift. Ho, ho ...
I will give these goodies within next month though. I can't wait for June because I'll be away from work for a few weeks due to surgery.
As for colleagues, I will treat them lunch. Or I'll cook for them.
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Hmm, today didn't go so well. I tried doing things, talking to people, I even went out to eat with someone. Nothing hurts worse than the pain of having been loved then feeling that love disappear. Makes one wonder what those times truly meant and whether or not it was worth loving and only being hurt after, or never knowing that feeling at all. It's draining and it always creeps up when you're at your best. -sigh- but the world keeps spinning and I'm just another drop in the rain. Might as well move on, I guess.
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I am ok today. Missing my Boyfriend thou.
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Crappy, had terrible sleep, and feeling very lousy and invisible
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