How are you today?

[archubbycub]

So sick of baby mama drama that I could scream!!! This could have all been said and done months ago if she could just grow up and be civil about it all!!

[Daniel]

Got some news today that kinda cheered me up ^^

[Jay]

Heh I'm just tired of feeling unwanted. He is basically doing everything he can to make you feel unwelcome, and moving in to my father doesn't solve the problem. I love my father but I really dislike living with him, it always feels like being interrogated.... "So what have you done today then, nothing as usual?", "Why am I not surprised...", "You know I was 17 when I moved out for the first time, when will you start your life on your own?".

Zet, I'm not in a position to give you an advice as I'm not walking in your shoes. I neither know how you feel nor your situation.

But from your description, is it possible to accept his 'challenge'? Outdo him and his expectation. You don't just outdo and accept the challenge to prove he's wrong. You also outdo and accept the challenge to challenge yourself in a positive light.

Stay strong, Zet.

[Zet]

Zet, I'm not in a position to give you an advice as I'm not walking in your shoes. I neither know how you feel nor your situation.

But from your description, is it possible to accept his 'challenge'? Outdo him and his expectation. You don't just outdo and accept the challenge to prove he's wrong. You also outdo and accept the challenge to challenge yourself in a positive light.

Stay strong, Zet.

Hehe I should. I mean I want a change, but to afraid that it will turn for the worse. That's me in general lol :redface:

[Jay]

Hehe I should. I mean I want a change, but to afraid that it will turn for the worse. That's me in general :redface:

I always believe that the best time to make a change and to take a risk (particularly a huge one) is when you are still young. Why? Because if you failed, you still have a lot of time to amend and patch up what went wrong in your first try. Another good reason is you are still young and able-bodied.

Try to overcome your fear. Conquer it. You'll never know what's on the side of the world until leave your comfort zone.

Best wishes for you, Zet.

[Lilitu]

I just want to marry a very nice man in Northern Europe and live happily forever after writing novels about snow and hills. Is that so unreasonable T_T

[Blue]

I'm happy, did a little test with a friend, and I controlled the one trigger I have left that usually triggers a flashback, for five minutes and, my heart rate went up a bit, but I held it together and didn't panic.

[monk]

I'm good - thanks for asking!

[Lilitu]

I just realised how insignificant in world politics NZ is. o.o

[Jay]

Just got back from gym. Second session with my personal trainer.

Our interaction has loosened up. We spoke more about personal stuff whilst taking few minutes rest between reps (workout session).

He asked about my job. We talked about Melbourne (Since my job relates to Melbourne). He blurted out his concern towards my left leg. He suggested that I visit a specialist to get a MRI scan for my leg.

He thinks that there is a chance to improve its condition as my left leg injured due to an accident (fell downstairs) and stress from once upon a time massive weight. It would be a different story if I was born with a bend tibia/fibula.

So I told my parents about it.

"Jay, you were born with it. Your left leg has been curvy since you were a toddler. You got it from your dad. But it wasn't obvious until you fell from stairs and gained a massive amount of weight." My mom explained.

I left unspoken. Well, that's disappointing. I can live with my injured left leg but it would be nice to fix it.