05-07-2013, 04:13 AM
I've never been into the idea or fantasy of trying to seduce a straight man and have sex with him or playing the side role while he goes back home to his family. I'm not the type to assume that if a straight guy says Hi and Bye, he's on the DL and secretly wants you. I'm blind as a bat on finding out who's gay and who's not except for the obvious "stereotypical" ones. I have my suspicions about a few but I never act on them because I respect everyone's sexuality and space, as I like the same in return. I've seen people go down this road before, sometimes it works and sometimes it ends horribly.
Long story short-there's this Filipino guy at my job. He has nice buff arms and thick toned calves-overall he's a handsome guy that takes care of his body. He says Goomorning and what not, we have casual conversations here and there. He doesn't flirt or nothing. So I'm trying to figure out why am I lusting so hard after this guy? I always think of screwing him every time I see him. Which is not good because I feel like a pervert. I'm very passionate and intense in my affections, even more so when I lust after someone. I am sexually frustrated because I don't do the random hookup thing nor do I have a boyfriend, so I guess that plays a role.
I just need advice on how to get over this little lust fest. I'm new as well Lol.
Long story short-there's this Filipino guy at my job. He has nice buff arms and thick toned calves-overall he's a handsome guy that takes care of his body. He says Goomorning and what not, we have casual conversations here and there. He doesn't flirt or nothing. So I'm trying to figure out why am I lusting so hard after this guy? I always think of screwing him every time I see him. Which is not good because I feel like a pervert. I'm very passionate and intense in my affections, even more so when I lust after someone. I am sexually frustrated because I don't do the random hookup thing nor do I have a boyfriend, so I guess that plays a role.
I just need advice on how to get over this little lust fest. I'm new as well Lol.