08-26-2013, 07:07 AM
About five weeks ago I met this guy offline who I've been chatting to online for a while (as friends). We seemed to click on that first meet, and both started to feel something stronger for each other. We met again the next week and he told me that he was interested in me in that way. I knew that he'd been offered a job on the other side of the world, but still followed my heart without thinking.
We met up quite a bit after that and stayed over together several times, which was really quite magical. I've never felt like this about a guy before and love him so much.
He left around two weeks ago and I've been a terrible mess since. I can't stop thinking about him, or the times we spent together. I seem to feel worse every day and really down.
Of course we send each other texts and talk on Facebook, but already I'm missing the physical side of things. The interaction like hugs and walking hand in hand, not to mention sex. It'll be some time before I see him again.
I'm almost considering breaking this off, as I just want my life back. I'm sick of feeling so depressed day in day out, and I have responsibilities in life. I can't bear to hurt him, but I don't want to spend the rest of my life feeling like this.
Am I selfish?
We met up quite a bit after that and stayed over together several times, which was really quite magical. I've never felt like this about a guy before and love him so much.
He left around two weeks ago and I've been a terrible mess since. I can't stop thinking about him, or the times we spent together. I seem to feel worse every day and really down.
Of course we send each other texts and talk on Facebook, but already I'm missing the physical side of things. The interaction like hugs and walking hand in hand, not to mention sex. It'll be some time before I see him again.
I'm almost considering breaking this off, as I just want my life back. I'm sick of feeling so depressed day in day out, and I have responsibilities in life. I can't bear to hurt him, but I don't want to spend the rest of my life feeling like this.
Am I selfish?