Whats up with everybody wanting to leave GS this month???
Mr. Jim........
Your feelings and emotions are some of which I had some years ago. Without boring you with tons of details.........pretty much I needed a "time out" just for me.
Your current "state" is a sign that you need time for YOU.
Take one week and do something or go someplace JUST FOR YOU. Forget the rest of the world for ONE WEEK.
Put your brain in "park" (hard to do, but can be done).
Go do something JUST for you!!!
Shake off the rest of the world for a week.
Its only one week, the world wont end if you take a week off.
Go run free, play in the sand, fly a kite, go to the beach, go to Las Vegas, take a flying lesson, go to some museums, go see a play.............bitch slap a few politicians.............something fun. Even if its just to lay out in the sun for a week and read.
DO SOMETHING FOR YOU, before you get depressed, because thats the next stage with these feelings and emotions. And you need to stop it before that happens.
Take a mental vacation as well as a physical one. You need it.
Then you can come back and tell us how much fun you had.