Sexual identity problems?...

[chibigiraffe]

I'm not sure how weird this actually is outside of my head (due to the fact that I have no one to talk about this stuff to...) but here it is anyways.

So there is no doubt in my mind that I like guys (i am a guy) and I'm ok with that. I am also ok with the term "gay" if I really belong in that category, I just rather not label myself because I honestly believe that labels restrict individuality to a point. I have never experienced any sexual attraction to any women (besides a few instances of dick butterflies, lol). The problem is that I don't know if I am actually considered "gay" because I have noticed (in my quest to learn more about sexuality and gender) that I am attracted to some transmen (FTM). I'm not really ashamed of it. I am totally ok with it all. I'm just concerned what this makes me, not to mention how everyone around me would feel about it on top of my already being "influenced by the devil" *sigh*...

[Darius]

It makes you an inexperienced sexual person who has yet to determine where his attraction will lead him.
Don't sweat it, you will find out soon enough. Certainly, no one else can tell you what you are.

[MikeW]

Categorical labels can be useful as a kind of shorthand, a way of speaking "in general." All trees are trees, but not all trees are alike. In fact, they vary widely. If you want to get down to specifics, a particular variety, one can do that. But even then, no two trees are ever exactly alike. Each is its own story, its own truth.

[BlueStar]

Why on Earth would you care how everyone around you would feel about what you are?

Live your life and don't give a f***. You don't live in a country where you are imprisoned, hanged, tortured or killed for being yourself.

[ck86]

Labels are difficult to pin down sometimes. It sounds like you would associate yourself with the LGBTQ label. Just go with the flow. Have (safe) fun and see where it leads you to.