07-28-2021, 05:53 PM
Hi. I did want to post a update to all concerned readers on my mental health crisis. I did finally breakdown and go to the ER in town. I was not suicidal but at the end of my rope mentally. I had to lie and tell them I was suicidal. It worked and they transported me to a treatment inpatient center in Texarkana Arkansas. That was on the 11th of July I believe. I got home this Monday the 26th. They put me on Prozac and Abilify which seems seems to have balanced out my severe depression. I seem to be have a more optimistic view on everything. I do not know if I will ever totally come out to my 77 year old dad. I will just take care of my self mostly for now. I do want to find a lgbt therapist. I have looked and the only reasonable and affordable thing is to find one online? The other decision I made is not to jump into a relationship at this point. It would not be fair, it just seems very difficult to find a compatible guy. I have been searching online going on for two years and a couple of catfish scammers lol.
At any rate thank you goes to everyone who responded to my postings.
Have a great rest of the day.
Rich
At any rate thank you goes to everyone who responded to my postings.
Have a great rest of the day.
Rich