im gay but sexually confused

[Anonymous]

im 3o yrs old and when i started masterbating
i would think of guys but then look at girls when i "came" to try to change my thought process
I don't want girls but i don't know what type of guy turns me on

i could be mstbtng to a bear guy and then think it should be a twink and even though i might ejaculate, it's not as good as if i was thinking about something i really like and i dont know what that is???????

not sure if i like bears twinks leather etc i think that pretending to like girls did some physc damage???

[marshlander]

This all sounds a bit more complicated than it really ought to be. You know you are probably wasting your time trying to use pictures of girls to change your thinking? Concerning types of men, you don't have to decide on and stick to (pun not intended!) one type. It doesn't matter, as long as no one is harmed during your journey into different fantasies. I don't know if I have a "type". My partner would probably know better than I if he finds I am more attracted to specific types

I doubt that pretending to like girls did any physical damage (unless you cheated on one and she clobbered you for it!) and is unlikely to have done any psychological damage either.

Can you relax a little and see where your journey takes you?