01-01-2010, 07:13 AM
im 3o yrs old and when i started masterbating
i would think of guys but then look at girls when i "came" to try to change my thought process
I don't want girls but i don't know what type of guy turns me on
i could be mstbtng to a bear guy and then think it should be a twink and even though i might ejaculate, it's not as good as if i was thinking about something i really like and i dont know what that is???????
not sure if i like bears twinks leather etc i think that pretending to like girls did some physc damage???
i would think of guys but then look at girls when i "came" to try to change my thought process
I don't want girls but i don't know what type of guy turns me on
i could be mstbtng to a bear guy and then think it should be a twink and even though i might ejaculate, it's not as good as if i was thinking about something i really like and i dont know what that is???????
not sure if i like bears twinks leather etc i think that pretending to like girls did some physc damage???