08-13-2007, 01:00 PM
Anyhow gettin back to the topic of this thread....
My first gay experience was when i was 14 or so...I had a hot handsome cuzin 6 foot tall with broad shoulders, worked out body and hairy chest. He was like 10 years older than me. He used to sleep with me somtimes and always rubbed his crotch against me. Altho he we were both had clothes on but still i cud feel his hardon against my thighs. Back then i was soooo nervous about what he was upto and often hesitated to sleep with him coz of it. We never did anything physically but i had hots for him.
Then i moved to college and met someone at age of 17. He came over and we ended up doing orals and kissin. It was absolutely terrible and too quick even for me to understand what was goin on. He felt in love with me. Confessed me and then i freaked out and avoided seein him for a year. By then i realize i was in love with him as well but then things kinda drifted apart. Dont love or like him anymore tho. We moved on..
And then when i moved back home when i was 21 i ended up literally rapin my hot handsome cuzin who apparently got old and ugly but still. Its just that i felt more content after gettin my hands on him which i cudnt back when i was teen coz i wasnt bold enuff. lol
My first gay experience was when i was 14 or so...I had a hot handsome cuzin 6 foot tall with broad shoulders, worked out body and hairy chest. He was like 10 years older than me. He used to sleep with me somtimes and always rubbed his crotch against me. Altho he we were both had clothes on but still i cud feel his hardon against my thighs. Back then i was soooo nervous about what he was upto and often hesitated to sleep with him coz of it. We never did anything physically but i had hots for him.
Then i moved to college and met someone at age of 17. He came over and we ended up doing orals and kissin. It was absolutely terrible and too quick even for me to understand what was goin on. He felt in love with me. Confessed me and then i freaked out and avoided seein him for a year. By then i realize i was in love with him as well but then things kinda drifted apart. Dont love or like him anymore tho. We moved on..
And then when i moved back home when i was 21 i ended up literally rapin my hot handsome cuzin who apparently got old and ugly but still. Its just that i felt more content after gettin my hands on him which i cudnt back when i was teen coz i wasnt bold enuff. lol