I dont want to be alone to death

[TAB]

I dont want to be alone to death.
living, death, I dont want to be alone.
happy, sad, I dont want to be alone.
stay, leave, I dont want to be alone.

i hope there is someone i can watch he sleeping, laughing, eating, smell his

neck, feel his breath..


i hope there is someone can touch my face, my lips, say some words only to me,


i hope we can embrace each other whenever we want.


i dont want to be alone to death................

[SlipknotRlZZ]

Your words are beautiful because of their sincerity. I am sure that you will not be alone. You have to search and believe.

[andy]

Hey Tab,

That is so sweet... sure you will find someone nice soon! mile:

Andy xox

[Boysstuff]

Very touching Tab, well done.mile:

[peterinmalaga]

That's very sad and very touching,Tab. China is a VERY big country. There must be millions of men who are having exactly the same thoughts and feelings as you. I hope you will be able to make contact with someone you can love. I imagine it would have to be in secret. Is that right?

[matty7]

wow Tab your gonna make me fill up here mile: , very nice words my friend although rather sad, makes my complaining about problems been gay in the uk trivial when China is so strict m8

[TAB]

Hey Tab,

That is so sweet... sure you will find someone nice soon! mile:

Andy xox

thanks so much!mile:

[TAB]

Very touching Tab, well done.mile:

thanks for your praise!mile:

[TAB]

That's very sad and very touching,Tab. China is a VERY big country. There must be millions of men who are having exactly the same thoughts and feelings as you. I hope you will be able to make contact with someone you can love. I imagine it would have to be in secret. Is that right?

yes, it would have to be in secret. when i am in China, i can not come out of the closet, and i wont. it so hard for me. i do care others' thought about me, just can not ignore. i cant tolerate that. i care my parents, my friends. i know they cant accept that. it is hard..
so i just want to go abroad someday. leave far far away, to a place who dont know me, find the other part of me, and live simply.

[TAB]

wow Tab your gonna make me fill up here mile: , very nice words my friend although rather sad, makes my complaining about problems been gay in the uk trivial when China is so strict m8

the feeling came suddenly, so i wrote these words.

thank you all for praising, encouragement, and supports!!