10-12-2010, 11:32 PM
I for a while I had this obsession with lesbians, and not just in the Girls Gone Wild I just want to see to hot chicks make out kind of obsession. I was completely fascinated with culture, I read lesbian blogs and I watched lesbian youtube channels. I watched and recorded Lesbian movies every time they would come on TV, I have a stack of 8 or so VHS tapes in a cupboard in my TV stand they all say WWE Monday Night Raw but there really lesbian films like Better Than Chocolate and Saving Face.
Than there is The L-Word which is pretty much where the whole obsession started. It stared innocently enough, the l word came on 10pm the same night and time as another show that can’t remember came on. So I would watch this other show and every once in a while flip the channel back to the l word to see if there where any naked chicks making out on my TV ( I know that’s a complete contradiction of what I said ^UP^ in the begging but it was what it was). After a while I stopped flipping the channel an would just watch the l word. I got way into the show, I was into the characters an their relationships I watched very week or at least 2 full seasons. Which again lead to all that other stuff ^^^UP^^^ there in the first paragraph.
I’m now sure that all that lesbian stuff was a way for me to absorb gay culture an at the same time giving myself a mental scapegoat. Allowing myself to convince myself that I was void of gay tendencies, cause well I was reading and watching a lot of gay centric media there where females involved so it was in no way gay.
Now in hindsight it was kind of gay, even if boobs where involved.
Than there is The L-Word which is pretty much where the whole obsession started. It stared innocently enough, the l word came on 10pm the same night and time as another show that can’t remember came on. So I would watch this other show and every once in a while flip the channel back to the l word to see if there where any naked chicks making out on my TV ( I know that’s a complete contradiction of what I said ^UP^ in the begging but it was what it was). After a while I stopped flipping the channel an would just watch the l word. I got way into the show, I was into the characters an their relationships I watched very week or at least 2 full seasons. Which again lead to all that other stuff ^^^UP^^^ there in the first paragraph.
I’m now sure that all that lesbian stuff was a way for me to absorb gay culture an at the same time giving myself a mental scapegoat. Allowing myself to convince myself that I was void of gay tendencies, cause well I was reading and watching a lot of gay centric media there where females involved so it was in no way gay.
Now in hindsight it was kind of gay, even if boobs where involved.
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Virgo
I had sex dream in that I make love with 2 lesbians at the same time 
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