04-27-2011, 02:56 AM
Is it wrong of me to want someone I cant have?Someone whos not only claimed but completely uninterested? How can you tell if the things your doing to change yourself are what you really want or just to manipulate another into loving you? On one hand you want something so bad you would change your body forever but on the other hand you would do anything to stop yourself from doing it. This feeling so strong that comes out of no where and makes you question your every move. Your not even sure if your in love or lust or if your actions are just simple friendly gestures. How do you know for sure? What does it mean that I even care enough to over think? Whats wrong with me? I shouldnt already be in this place. I cant possibly be in love. It hasnt been nearly enough to make me love. So what is it? Whats wrong with me?