09-24-2011, 05:44 PM
I've never had a romantic relation ever in my life. I always dream about a perfect match, but I always intend to panic if i get a person to close, sometimes i wonder if I actually have Aspergers cause many things matches, i often don't like it when someone is touching me (Massage is the most creepy thing i know :redface, but if i would had it, it would be more obvious. Sincerely do i think i am just to fast to find faults (Even with my self) or i might be afraid to get to close to someone. I got pretty low self esteem and isn't to comfortable with my self to.
It feels like i am just rambling random arguments... But many times like now do i feel ratter alone and it would be nice to have some closeness. Any advise how i could get over this threshold or what i can do?
It feels like i am just rambling random arguments... But many times like now do i feel ratter alone and it would be nice to have some closeness. Any advise how i could get over this threshold or what i can do?