I only feel like a pervert those last 2 seconds after that last stream of piss hits some guys mouth and I am yelling "I hate you DAD!!!" while crying
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I had delayed puberty and didn't fully start changing normally until I was 16. For some reason I DID stop growing (normally that doesn't stop until a girl fully enters puberty) but it could either be some hard drugs I'd been put on that messed me up in other ways or genetics or it could be that I would show signs of puberty before retreating from it again (just being enough to stop my growing). Strangely, I actually gained a couple of inches (and gained more defined curves) when I was 22, years after I was fully into puberty.
It was an issue in the locker room. In the Bible Belt (13-14 years old) it was crazy because there were rumors passed of me being a slut (which drew guys to me who'd then lie about the sex they had with me later) while at the same time mocking me in the locker room for my lack of development. (I did experiment a little sexually, but it was nowhere near close to what I was said to have done.)
At least in Houston I wasn't given too much of a hard time over it (no slut rumors of me there either) save the one time (I was still 14, just returned from the Bible Belt) a gym teacher made all the other girls feel fat by comparing them to me and an anorexic, which I suspect she did on purpose to make them feel bad and then cause them to torment the 2 of us so we'd all feel terrible (the bitch). (The doctor said the reason I wasn't entering puberty was because I didn't have enough body fat.)
Oh, and to the original question, no I don't feel like a pervert when I'm in the shower with other women. But then I feel no sexual heat or attraction while I'm there either. I thought the 2 women I overheard saying they didn't use the sauna for fear of lesbians jumping their tender hetero bones were grade A morons.
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Yeah I do....any idea where I can find one?
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I think everybody looks, gay and straight. People are interested; they want to see what other people have. Staring is a bit awkward, but then again, staring is always an awkward thing. I look, and I know people are looking at me, and I'm fine with that.
I did have a super embarrassing moment though. I hit puberty very early. I was there by 3rd grade if I'm not mistaken. I know this because when I was in 3rd grade, we had our first swimming class, and in the locker room after class, we were showering, and when I looked at all the other naked boys around me I got a huge hard-on. Needless to say, everybody noticed and I got laughed at big time.
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My gym has separate stalls with shower curtains, but I only use them after I go swimming, which is only once in a while. I'm weird; I get self concious and don't want to be seen naked by other guys there. I have no idea why. It's like my brain says "ok, these guys are straight, get dressed quickly and no one gets hurt" or something.
Besides, most of the guys who have no shame and walk around freely naked are the ones you *don't* wanna look at anyways, as mentioned above. So yeah, I'm not a gym-shower-checker-outer.
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It is hard not to look, at least it was for me initially, until I realized I was being checked out which was uncomfortable and not appropriate, and so I stopped using gym showers.
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well i just dont go to places where plubic shower are used.
but remember that the people that are bothered with publec showers and other guys seeing them are usaly homophobs after they wory that a man might be enticed to sexualy want their body and of course all the things that that entails.
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do you feel like a pervert?
