update on my situation

[southbiochem]

I would suggest you focus a hell of a lot more on therapy with a psychologist..

psychiatrists will get you the drugs, (which, yes are needed to control your anxiety) but while they may help lower the symptoms, the source of the problem is still there, hence you need a psychologist, and you need to dive into therapy heavily..

also, you are in a bad position to cope on your own...do you have friends you can rely on to help you through this?

Please, ask for any help available to you.

family, friends and therapy, otherwise the repercusions will spread to the other aspects of your life...mix the emotional support with some anxiolytic medications to help