I don't want to give up!

[InbetweenDreams]

The blocking on social media is a bit much. That really does suck, if it were me, I would probably have to force myself to pass because more than likely you will be rejected by him. Given the blocking I'd say he might be wanting more than a break? That being said, this is all based on a couple paragraphs you wrote about your relationship and advising you on what to do is tricky... what went wrong? why did he block you? We can only speculate. Losing anyone to suicide can be very painful and people DO handle grief differently but taking a break and blocking you on social media doesn't sound like grief.

I mean, you can send him flowers and a monster energy drink and see what happens and I agree with @LJay not to show up at his workplace. That is definitely a bad idea. I would not want my ex or someone I'm at odds with showing up at my workplace. I would not expect much, if anything at all from this... Frankly, last time I bought someone flowers was a waste of money.

If this break and blocking were completely out of the blue... Screw him. He doesn't deserve your love and doesn't deserve any flowers either.