i broke-up :((

[Crisit21]

Crisit, I know you must be devastated but this man who you say you're in love with has been troubling you for some time now, it seems. He doesn't take you seriously enough and I think it would be time for you to move on to a new life. It won't be fun at first but you really need to get your sleep and he's been acting terribly selfishly. I don't know how long it will be till your next outburst if he comes back. Of course you still love him, all the more so as he's your only lifeline in an adverse world, but maybe you will come to grips with yourself and find that living alone brings you more quiet and peace. You will probably meet someone else who loves you better and is more respectful of your needs. Sometimes it takes time.
What your boyfriend needed more than anything else was to get a job and be as tired as you are. Then he could understand why you need some sleep. You two don't seem to be in the same time zone, so how could your relationship ultimately work out?
If he only said he didn't love you anymore to hurt your feelings, there may still be a little hope, but if he really meant it, then it would be useless to try and get him back. If he does get back with you, I think you need to set a few ground rules, like when it's ok to play that noisy game and when it's not... and other rules that need to be applied in your home. Good luck with whatever the future brings you. Once again, I'm sorry you feel so unhappy and confused by all this.

you are right from top to bottom, but i hate that even if he said that we are appart i have do deal with waking up in the same bed next to te same pillow that i slept with him the past 1 year and allmost all his clothes are here and the shared pc is full with pictures with him so... ita kind of hard, plus that on the background image of ggogle crome is a picture of us so... its so hard, and i have a thousand thoughts because i think he will come for his clotes tommorow when i will be at work and that hurts so bad i hope he wont