How are you today?

[Jay]

I am feeling pretty sad. As i am looking at my self I am not liking what i see, nor what I've become and my general appearance. No body has said anything to me face to face but I just feel so ugly some times and I hate it. Eh I'm gonna brush my teeth and went to sleep, my favorite time of the day, at least there it happens more things then in my life. Quite sad that from at least 5 at the day (if not earlier), the only thing I longs for is the night so I can go to sleep and to shut my brain of for a while, I am just so depressed...

Aester, I've been there. I would advise you not to be hard on yourself. Don't even think think about it, if possible. As the more you think about it, the more unnecessarily depress you will become. Don't be judgmental towards yourself. No one is perfect. Accept yourself as who you are and things will get easier for you. If things do get rough, just fu*ck those things off. Pardon my language.

[Jay]

It's 11.24 pm and I just finished baking a cake. I didn't plan to. Just felt like it especially because I have a lot of ripe bananas in my kitchen.

I was in the middle of baking when I realized that I was out of eggs. Thankfully 7-Eleven is only few blocks away from my house.

4 Eggs. 1 1/2 teaspoon of baking soda. 5 cups of oatmeal. 1cup of chocolate chips. 1 teaspoon of cinnamon. 3 spoons of sugar. 8 bananas.

Out of flour. Refused to use butter and margarine.

Oh what the hell. Let's just roll with it.

20 minutes in microwave. Bling! Done. Thankfully it turns out to be fine. Not perfect. But edible, moist, sweet and well err... again edible.

[Aester]

If you want something yummy try Swedish Kladdkaka (Gooey cake / chocolate mud cake (according to wiki (Not sure if exist abroad)))

100g Butter (Not margarine)
100g of fine chocolate (Medium or dark for heavier taste)
4 tablespoons of Cacao
2 eggs
1 1/4 Deciliter (American pint 0,27)
1 table spoon of vanilla sugar
2 Deciliter caster sugar (American pink 0,43)

Preheat the oven to 160 degrees

- Melt the butter in a saucepan and let cool.
- Melt the chocolate in a water bath
- Stir together all ingredients.
- Butter and SPRINKLE WITH CRUMBS a spring-form, 24 cm in diameter.
Pour the batter
- Bake for 24 min.
- Let the cake stand for a few hours before serving

(NO BAKING SODA)

[Kyle]

Today emotionally I'm feeling better than any day from last month.
I had a little chat with my boyfriend and sun was shining outside. I though I'd never see sun anymore here but I woke up in the morning because it was too bright.
Positive day briefly if I don't count my soar muscles because I over-trained in gym.

[matthew91]

I have terrible tonsillitis, so I can't eat proper solid foods like crisps ect which sucks. Also havent yet got the courage to talk to the guy I like who I see all the time, where we have eye contact which is a lil longer than usual

[Ydaqic]

Drunk just totaly drunk je know

[chillythoughts]

in a good mood.

[Jay]

A company that is located opposite of ours already decorated their office with a Christmas tree with lights and all.

"This can't be. No one is supposed to decorate their offices until I decorate ours. This is no longer Christmas spirit. This is war!!!!" I joked with my colleagues.

Joke aside, I did buy a Christmas tree. Bigger and taller than theirs. 180 cm in length. Mua, ha, ha ...

But I bought it under Christmas spirit of course!

Anyways the actual reasons why I bought it early:

• Clearance stock. Price cut.
  
• I would like to decorate our office with Christmas tree before I'm going to have my surgery. I would like to see it before the surgery.
  

[Kyle]

I have a little temperature because I drank antibiotics against Meningitis virus which is in Students' house.
I'm excited that I'm going to Sweden tomorrow.
I'm missing my boyfriend so much.
I'm not sleepy although I have to sleep now to recover and be ready for tomorrow's trip.

[Rainbowmum]

I am feeling alot more at ease.