What will make the nervousness and anxiety go away? When will my depression stop? Although times is changing for the better, all I feel is death inside
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I slept 19 hours.... Influenza is a queer ailment, doesn't exactly kill you, but you feel dead for a week or so... Least I stopped vomiting YAY! lol
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im glad you feel at least a little better. today was another hard day....i had a guy at work ask me if i was gay. it was really hard to tell him no. he figured i am because of the link i posted on fb liking the show bad sex.....how ignorant.....i spent the rest of the day questioning my self...i really hate doing that. tomorow will be better!
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getting ready to head to work...its going to be a good day. i feel better today. still stressed over bills n crap. but im going to have a good day anyway:biggrin:
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Tired, worried, feeling kind of crap... Bad news just keep on coming. Earlier last week i got news from the psychiatrists that is kind of hard to swallow and now my cousin is in the emergency in Gothenburg for lymphatic cancer.
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positive thoughts go out to you and your brother. i hope everything starts getting better.
my day was better. started on a new truck today. this one has to be completely built and painted by next friday :eek: holy crap!!! not enough time!!!
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Just returned from 3 hours and half visit to the 19th century. The electricity went out, which means no water and no lights, no technology. No water because we are on a well. Thus I pulled out the kerosene lamps and tried reading by them... I may have been able to do that when I was 13-14 years old back on the homestead, past 40 my eyes can't focus worth nothing on print in bright daylight, let alone by kerosene lamp.
Note to self: I really need to start building those wind generators I have been planning on doing for the past 12 years.....
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Sooo tired. Probably best to turn in early.
Other than that I'm good. xD
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