How are you today?

[Lunar]

Few months ago, I was waiting for an elevator in my office building's lobby to return to my office. I stood on the left side of a young lady. Few short minutes later, a guy joins the wait. He stood on the right side of the lady.

I saw him smile. But I didn't smile back as I thought he was smiling at the lady.

Few seconds passed. He leaned back, gave me an eye contact and smile.

Got it! I smiled back.

Last Thursday, I stumbled into him again. I was with a colleague of mine. He smiled at me and I replied back. I thought he was handsome but undeniably cute too.

Then I watched him walked away. I noticed he was limping. He hurt his leg.

I asked my colleague what to do. Should I go introduce myself and help him out. She told me to go for it.

But I froze. I was hesitant to approach guys after the last incident.

I hope I can see this guy again as I really would like to introduce myself. He seems like a nice guy. Please, please, please let me see him again.

It's funny when you see someone you think about or hope to see, once again.

The weirdest thing happened to me this Fall. I was going through my middle school year book and reminiscing the times and familiar faces. I came across a picture of my middle school crush at the time, and now at the age of 22 I had really hoped to see him again.

Several weeks after going through my year book, I come across some good looking guy where I worked part-time. He came up to the register and asked me if we still gave mall employee discounts. I told him we didn't but I was willing to make an exception that time since it was only 1 item.

So he gives me his debit card to run the transaction through, and I recognized the name. I look up and I start laughing to myself with a huge smile on my face. It was my middle school crush from 8 years ago. :eek:

It was a brief conversation from there, but I felt weak in the knees the entire time. I couldn't believe I saw him again. I used to be really shy, but now I'm very open and laid back so I may have come on a bit too strong during the conversation

I found out that he and I actually worked at the same mall for 4 years and I never knew.

So the point of all this is that you never know when they will come around again. I hope you see him soon!

[Jay]

It's funny when you see someone you think about or hope to see, once again.

The weirdest thing happened to me this Fall. I was going through my middle school year book and reminiscing the times and familiar faces. I came across a picture of my middle school crush at the time, and now at the age of 22 I had really hoped to see him again.

Several weeks after going through my year book, I come across some good looking guy where I worked part-time. He came up to the register and asked me if we still gave mall employee discounts. I told him we didn't but I was willing to make an exception that time since it was only 1 item.

So he gives me his debit card to run the transaction through, and I recognized the name. I look up and I start laughing to myself with a huge smile on my face. It was my middle school crush from 8 years ago. :eek:

It was a brief conversation from there, but I felt weak in the knees the entire time. I couldn't believe I saw him again. I used to be really shy, but now I'm very open and laid back so I may have come on a bit too strong during the conversation

I found out that he and I actually worked at the same mall for 4 years and I never knew.

So the point of all this is that you never know when they will come around again. I hope you see him soon!

Aw, that was sweet. Actually your story can turn out to be a good romance novel! :biggrin:I hope you will see him again. Is he gay?

Yeah, I hope to see him again too. Thanks Lunar!

[Mr. Not So Lonely]

I am GREAT today as I am in love with a wonderful young man who also is in love with me
Could not be happier if i was twins

[Sylph]

Warning: Queen Mode

I'm sooooo fabulous today. Gurl! lol

Back to regular mode

I was at a friends pool party on Thursday and I'm just so happy. I don't go "out" very often, because my Music takes up most of my time, but when I do go out, I make up for lost time >.> :redface: .

Most of my friends are gay or lesbians (more lesbians though) or straight girls, so it's not really awkward. People here (where I live I mean), would be flabbergasted at how many, under 25, gay people there are. They think it's just the older guys who run around in dresses, but omgosh would their eyes pop out!

I wish I had a camera(It broke , though through no fault of my own ), cause one of my friends (who wants to be a dancer) was all over the dance floor. I was like "Why am I taking dance lessons again?" lol. I mean, mostly everyone who grew up here can dance, cause I guess it's a "carribean thing", but he could dance.

But besides all that, it was fun to see my friends (who don't do music as well), cause after highschool we kinda split up :frown: .

Also, yesterday, I spoke with my Aunt in the UK, and she's gonna let me live at her house with my cousin(her son, who I grew up with), while I'm going to school out there(starting september). So yay .

So I'm awesome today.
Although I am nervous for May, even though it's like almost two months and a couple days away, cause that's when we have our parades, one of them being the Gay Pride float. It didn't go so well last year, cause people (mostly men) didn't think the children should see guys dancing down the street, one of whom had very long hair (mines was at my shoulders at the time, so anything past that was long, unless it's dreadlocks). It might go well, because most of the younger women are getting used to the idea, and some of the younger guys, but the older lot are the one's that would probably be against it. So we'll see how that goes.

Hooray for today

[zeon]

Hello,
I have had a busy day to be honest with time off work til the 1st march I have endured alot of holiday issues with sorting out my flat.... Spent all morning tidying up my bedroom and to be honest why does it take 5 minutes to make a mess but 6 hours to clean it up??? It should be the other way round life would be so much more fun then and now im knackered

[ToddYoung]

Today I'm really annoyed with myself, because I gave up smoking three weeks ago and then found a cigarette this morning under the couch and smoked it. Now I want to start again. I can feel the cravings and I'm really pissed off.

[Rainbowmum]

Try a glass of water instead of a cigi , you kicked the addiction once , you can do it again.
I have faith in you.

[Lunar]

Aw, that was sweet. Actually your story can turn out to be a good romance novel! :biggrin:I hope you will see him again. Is he gay?

Yeah, I hope to see him again too. Thanks Lunar!

Writing romantic stories is my new calling

On the question of whether or not he is gay, I honestly have no clue. Back in middle school I always had the impression that he liked me more than just a friend. It could have been nothing more than just a strong, solid friendship and my hopes of being more than that.

Based on the brief conversation we had back in the fall, he seemed rather timid and shy. I picked that up from the manner in which he spoke to me. I was also the one to comfront him first on whether or not he remembered me. I was actually contemplating on saying nothing at all and let him be on his way, but I could'nt allow myself to let that opportunity slip.

He did mention he has seen me in the store before, so it's not like he didn't know I worked at the mall. Around the Christmas holidays, I did see him again, but I was too busy helping customers to talk to him

I really don't know what to think of the whole situation. I feel like a coward for not visiting him at his workplace. Then again it's been so many years, that I feel like it would seem awkward or an act of desperation, even if it just meant restoring a friendship.

Sorry for going on a rant :redface:
Let me know if you see him again Jay :biggrin: and thanks.

[ceez]

and the cycle continues, I get depressed, depression turns into anger, a brief moment of happiness, right back into depression :frown:

[Nick9]

hi ceez. Yesterday, I had a pretty bad day myself I am sorry to hear you are not feeling well. One big hug for you, bb or two mile: