How are you today?

[joseph]

hello in very happy.i gayspeak is mmagic it says your are hungery joseph.

[zeon]

im in a happy mood as my friend who thinks his worthless has found a bf :_)

[zeon]

Today I'm really annoyed with myself, because I gave up smoking three weeks ago and then found a cigarette this morning under the couch and smoked it. Now I want to start again. I can feel the cravings and I'm really pissed off.

72 hours mister of cold turkeyness Just dont bother smoking trust me im in process of giving up smoking and done 12 hours... Shove on some dance music and dance solid in life with the rythm so your hands do not touch a cigarette make yourself break free like I want to and pretend that cigarette is a Axe murderer who is so desperate to chop you up alive if you smoke your surrendering yourself to the axe!!"!

RUN RUN RUN and dont look back! think of the cash u will ave

[Jay]

Writing romantic stories is my new calling

On the question of whether or not he is gay, I honestly have no clue. Back in middle school I always had the impression that he liked me more than just a friend. It could have been nothing more than just a strong, solid friendship and my hopes of being more than that.

Based on the brief conversation we had back in the fall, he seemed rather timid and shy. I picked that up from the manner in which he spoke to me. I was also the one to comfront him first on whether or not he remembered me. I was actually contemplating on saying nothing at all and let him be on his way, but I could'nt allow myself to let that opportunity slip.

He did mention he has seen me in the store before, so it's not like he didn't know I worked at the mall. Around the Christmas holidays, I did see him again, but I was too busy helping customers to talk to him

I really don't know what to think of the whole situation. I feel like a coward for not visiting him at his workplace. Then again it's been so many years, that I feel like it would seem awkward or an act of desperation, even if it just meant restoring a friendship.

Sorry for going on a rant :redface:
Let me know if you see him again Jay :biggrin: and thanks.

No need to say sorry at all.

Is it possible that he still works in the mall? If you drop by to the mall and accidentally stumble into him, say hi to him casually. Who knows where it will lead.

And let me know if you see him again too.

[Jay]

I'm tired and sleepy. It's 1 am and I just finished coloring house floor plans.

It's going to be a tiring week. I still have loads of things to do. Chasing projects. One after another. But I can't complain because it is my job and responsibility.

[PurpleHusky]

Sad, in pain, anything else that can go along with those feelings. I feel like I'm one a boat with no oar just floating in a sea.

[Rainbowmum]

Hang in there babe , day by day it will get better.

[Jay]

Fever.

Just finished my run. Got scolded by a shopping mall's security guard.

I changed my running route and now I run circling a shopping mall that is located across my office.

So anyway last week he asked me to jog instead of running. Slightly annoyed. But I obeyed.

This morning I got caught with my music and ran like hell. He saw me and scolded me.

Nice way to start my morning.

[ceez]

I'm feeling better today, mostly because I'm on my second mini bottle of Moscato

haha they have semen smileys

[ceez]

battle of the smileys